




Every day I keep on trying………


You just wait and see :)



So what if i’m not Normal.

What the fuck is going on? Everything that passes by has no meaning, no emotion, no SIGNIFICANCE anymore. All I want to do is drink, smoke, fuck myself up and hurt myself as much as I possibly can..
I feel whiny.

People who think that they understand me are so stupid. Once you think you’ve figured me out, I’ll surprise you tenfold.

Fuck you.



……..ONE DAY……….


I feel like there are no good people left in this world.
Everyone is looking after their own profits.
No one smiles just to SMILE anymore, you know that there is something hidden behind that synthetic optimism.
I want something real. I want to feel like someone genuinely cares.
I want to know that I can be myself around someone and not have to manipulate my way around them just to make them happy.